User blog:God named ARUGAL/This is goodbye
Read the whole blog, it means very much to me.
I recently told you guys I would be taking a hiatus only. Well, all of that changed. I'm stressed, lonely, and I can't get over myself while I'm fleshing out edits in the Final Nights Wikia. So, I'll be leaving forever. I may come back, or come here to occasionally visit.
Look, I'm sick and stressed of all the drama. I'm worried for the sake of my safety, and I can't get these things out of my head. Now I see what this looks like, it's time to pack up my bags and move to another wiki. I'm not depressed, however, and I will not disable my account. It's just, my chest feels heavy and I have a burden that will never stop coursing in my head. It's just a corpse party drama that starts all over again. I think my time has come.
I'm thinking of the good times I had. I will miss all my friends, and I will call out for them in my mind. All the good times will never end.
With that being said, I will no longer pursue my dream as a Chat-Moderator. I remember my mistakes, my explosions, and I think the damage is already done. Rather, I will adopt a wiki and reinforce it, better than simply lounging around it chat, I can style and build my own community. But I miss the times when I was a humble, simple one, when I was in one of a community.
I will cut off my interaction with this wiki, except my closest friends. (Pinkgirl234 and Elemec)
So with that being said, bye guys. I'll miss this community.